Fighting you but still wishing that I could just hold you in my arms.
Threatening to let go but wishing  that I could just hold on and never let go.
Wanting to scream but all I really want is to kiss you.
Crying my eyes out when all I really wanna do with my eyes is to stare into yours.
Telling you I'm ending this when I just wanna stay with you forever.
Screaming I'll find someone else when the only someone I want is you.
Making you believe that I don't need you when I feel that I'd die without you.
Asking you to find someone else when I'm scared to death that you might leave me.
Saying I hate you when all I really want to say is how much I love you.
Hm.

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