In an attempt to be poetic.
Bonjour.
I'm Jesh. 18 years old. Currently taking up BS Computer Science at UP Manila.
I love books and music. And food. I have a flair for the dramatic. I write poems and songs. Half-realist, half-hopeless romantic. Caffeine addict. Extroverted introvert. I'm weird like that.

#personal #writings #poems 
#thoughts 
A hundred and two.
08 June 2014 | 6:35 PM | 0 letters


1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

- Honestly? No.

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?

- Yeah, why not?

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?

- Haha um that was a long time ago, I think.

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?

- Yeah.

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

- Mad? No. Well at least not anymore, I think.

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

- Yes.

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?

- A UP Shirt and white shorts.

8. How often do you listen to music?

- 90% of the day every day

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

- Jeans

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2015?

- I think it already has.

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?

- It depends.

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘B’?

- Um, no.

13. What about ‘S’?

- Nope.

14. Can you drive a stick shift?

- The only thing I can drive is people crazy.

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?

- Haha no.

16. Are you going out of town soon?

- Hmm, yes.

17. When was the last time you cried?

- This morning.

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?

- Yeah.

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?

- No.

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?

- There used to be.

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

- It's hot.

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

- Yeah, I guess.

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?

- No.

24. What are you sitting on right now?

- A monoblock.

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

- Yeah, my friends do.

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

- I do.

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

- My mom.

28. Do you get a lot of colds?

- No.

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?

- UPBeat

30. Does anyone hate you?

- Hahahahaha I think a lot of people hate me

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?

- My room? No.

32. Do you like watching scary movies?

- Haha no

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?

- Ugh no

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

- 2007

35. Did you have a dream last night?

- Yes.

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

- I can't remember. :/

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

- God I sure hope not.

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

- Uh yeah

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

- Well, maybe the person I'm chatting with. Other than that person, I guess not..

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

- Hmm so so

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

- April 8. Yeah, I guess I was. In fact, it's the last day of me being in any relationship. Whew

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?

- Yeah.

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

- Hahahaha yeah BIG FAT LIARS

44. What’s the best part about school?

- Seeing friends.

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

- Yeah

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?

- Haha no not anymore

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?

- Yes. One of my hobbies. Lol

48. Were you single over the last summer?

- No.

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

- No, not at all.

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

- Mm nothing.

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?

- No.

52. Are you nice to everyone?

- That would be a miracle.

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

- Trust me, I never expected to like anyone I ever liked. It's scary sometimes.

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

- Yes.

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?

- My exact feelings, yes. But someone else can always telling something's wrong with me.

56. Do you think you like someone?

- Mm yeah

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘T’?

- Do last names count?

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?

- Usually boys

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?

- Countless times

60. Do you hate anyone?

- No..

61. How’s your heart?

- Still numb

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

- Yes

63. Have you ever cried over a guy?

- Hahahahaha yes

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?

- Some people. But it's mutual so it's okay. Haha

65. Are your toenails painted pink?

- Yes!

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?

- I don't regret the kisses I give. Well maybe except for one person.

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?

- No. Why the fuck would I want my boyfriend (if I fucking had one) to cry?

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?

- No thank god

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

- My dad

70. How do you look right now?

- Like how I usually do.

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?

- Yes

72. Can you commit to one person?

- Hardly. It's a once in three years thing.

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

- Yes.

74. Have you ever felt replaced?

- Yes.

75. Did you wake up cranky?

- Cranky is an understatement

76. Are you a jealous person?

- Only if there's a good reason to be

77. Are relationships ever worth it?

- Sometimes

78. Anyone you’re giving up on?

- Um

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?

- No

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?

- Get the skirt I had tailored.

81. Last person you cried in front of?

- Jacob, I think.

82. Is there someone you will never forget?

- I guess.

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?

- Haha no.

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

- I don't wish to be with anyone right now.

85. Are you over your past?

- Not really

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?

- HAHA yes

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?

- There used to be, not so sure about that anymore

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

- I'd get the presents then slam the door at his face.

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?

- Yeah, why not?

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

- Hahahahahahahaha numerous times

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?

- I sure hope not.

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?

- Nope

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?

- No but I wish I have ;_; (Matthew Healy!!!!)

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?

- Yeah but we were only in a relationship for like, 6 days. Lol. Then we started hanging out again after my birthday, which is also in January. It was okay, I guess.

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?

- I was.

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

- Yes

97. Who do you have texts from?

- Some people from my org, roommates, Jacob, my parents, TM (lol)

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

- "So does she like you back?" :)

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

- Yes

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?

- My ipod.

101. Ever kissed under fireworks?

- No

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?

- Yes

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