Bonjour.
I'm Jesh. 18 years old. Currently taking up BS Computer Science at UP Manila. I love books and music. And food. I have a flair for the dramatic. I write poems and songs. Half-realist, half-hopeless romantic. Caffeine addict. Extroverted introvert. I'm weird like that.
Today, at around 3:50am, I decided that I wanted to make a song. Well, it's supposed to be a song. It doesn't have a melody yet. But it goes like this:
* How long does it take to be alright? (Cause you know I'm all alone tonight) How long does it take for the sun to shine? (If only I could call you mine) How long does it take till I call you mine again? (So please don't let this be the end) Crumpled up letters fill my room All over the floor I wrote in gloom Bloodshot eyes stare back at me Oh darling if you could only see How much you mean to me And I know you said you aren't coming back But I can't see this spark is burning out No at least not yet So maybe you can tell me * And I write these words with my shaky hands Not sure if this is a poem Cause I can't think of a melody yet My life has been so empty since you left
Yeah I know that you probably won't care But at this point I'm no longer scared I'm used to this pain so it's okay I've felt this way since the very first day * Again Yeah I know I can't pretend You're no longer mine And I just wish that you'd be mine Mine again * You know I'd still be true (You know it's true) And you know it's always been you (You know it's you) And you know I love you, too
All this pretending is really exhausting. All smiles, all smiles. But at the end of the day, oh, only I know how I really feel. It's easy with friends around. It's easy to pretend. But god knows I'm breaking inside. There's just no one to see through me.
Drew Ryniewicz. I don't know how to pronounce her last name but I reaaalllyyyy love her voice. I watched her last month at the X-Factor and I was mesmerized by her voice already. What's really is amazing is that she's only 14. She looks older, though. But I really love her voice. Here she is singing It Must Have Been Love.
I heard that you’re settled down. That you found a girl and you’re married now. I heard that your dreams came true. Guess she gave you things I didn’t give to you.
Old friend, why are you so shy? It ain’t like you to hold back or hide from the lie.
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited, But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it. I hoped you’d see my face & that you’d be reminded, That for me, it isn’t over.
Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you too. Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said: “Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead” Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.
You’d know how the time flies. Only yesterday was the time of our lives. We were born and raised in a summery haze. Bound by the surprise of our glory days.
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited, But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it. I hoped you’d see my face & that you’d be reminded, That for me, it isn’t over yet.
Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you too. Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said: “Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”, yay.
Nothing compares, no worries or cares. Regret’s and mistakes they’re memories made. Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you too. Don’t forget me, I beg, I remembered you said: “Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”
Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you too. Don’t forget me, I beg, I remembered you said: “Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead” Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.
